I know this is a big one. This is the one we deny the most, but this is one I am having a lot of issues with. After all, how can we expect someone else to buy it, if we don't.
This is what I really want you to consider. In my life, there hasn't been a shortage of walls in my way. Let's face it, we aren't what we want everyone to think we are. I have been through bullies, health issues, and brothers who have had a lot of problems finding there way. The question to me was never is there a god, or is he my God. It was, why does he let this happen?
I wish I could tell you the answer to this question, but the truth is God only knows. As strong as I try to be, I admit that sometimes I wish I was half the woman of faith my friends thought I was. When problems come, instead of prayers, all that comes natrally is tears.
